At the end of the month, I’m applying to school in New York.
Since I was young, I always wanted to be on stage or screen. I had such a drive for acting, and I was damn good at it. I became dull and lazy, and threw everything out the window. I never thought I would want to pick it up again. But seeing how my life is at a stand still right now. I’ve decided to leave everything I think i know here. And go and make things better for myself and my future.
There are a couple of schools that I will be applying to. And if it doesn’t work out, Then I will focus on a campus here in boston.
I’ve said I was going to do a lot of things in the past that has never green accomplished.
Hey failing couples. Open invite to make me the scapegoat to your failing relationship. Don’t blame yourself or anything. Obviously I Tony Cefalu am a bigger influence to your significant other. This has happened twice in one week. And at first, I was very angry. But now, fuck it. I’m never going to not have friends. So if you all want to try to make me the scapegoat for you fucking up then go ahead. Obviously I’m the easiest excuse for you.
My fucking best friend. Who I do everything for will barely talk to me because of everything. I understand, being biased. But don’t be fucking stupid. And if this burns bridges… Won’t be the the first fucking time.
Hey man. You seem so aware of yourself and how you view the world. There needs to be more people like you who don't try to follow but lead instead. How did you learn to be so sure of yourself and so confident? Sometimes I feel like I lack this quality (to appear confident with myself and my thoughts) which has also held me back from certain things. Can you give me some advice?
well, my entire life i was a follower. I never really understood myself. So I would let others fill that void. And I would pretend I was happy. As I started to grow up, I realized that there was more to me than people knew. Inside I knew i was creative, funny, and charming. But the others never really took it seriously, or gave me the time of day to express myself. …Well that really put a chip on my shoulder. So, I took a hiatus from a few groups of people. And reinvented myself. From the top down. Not only in Physical Appearance but in personality traits, Or just accepting the fact that you are who you are. And people better like that. Because you weren’t put on this earth to please god damn anybody. I still have friends to this day that would love to feel as if they have the upper hand. And i’ll always shut it down. Speak my voice. And make it known that i am no ones dog. It is all inner struggle. You as a person are a leader. You are an individual that can be looked up to. Or Be listened to. The only thing it takes is you getting up one day and changing everything you thought you stood for. And transfer that into another realm of inner being. Make sure that people know who you are, not by doing drastic things, or trying to hard. But by letting them know that you are who you are, and nothing can bend or break you. You are your own king or queen. Make sure YOU come before any one else. And do what makes you happy. Live by this, and I can assure you. You will find inner joy.